I have failed, I have failed

Even as all look up to me, silently I have failed

Love and life, not knowing the right

Jumped to decisions in the middle of the night

And now, I have failed

Crazy it may sound, scary it feels inside

I know my pain, my pain so deep down inside

I am scared, I am weak,

Scared at life, my future so bleak

Love trying to conquer, I try to run away

I know the reason,  I find it so hard to stay

Fear it is, Fear it is,

Not knowing what the future holds tight-fisted

Down my throat, they are forcing their way

I am saddened, I wanna go away

Some ties I love, but my ties do they love?

I am strangled, strangled waiting for a leap of fresh air

Bygone eras try to rule, rule for the heck of it

Spoiling my peace, snatching away my smile

What do you get, what do you gain?

Your Stupid fallacies causing me pain

A mistake or pride I donno how to regret

At my birth, they are causing my death

I don’t wanna go back, my loved,

I don’t wanna inflict anymore pain

 Let me live, let us live,

My blood I shall give, just let me live

What do you get, Oh! what do you gain?

Your stubbornness causing me pain

To Heaven or earth, where reach is beyond,

Take me away, far so far away,

What do you get, what do you gain?

Your stubbornness causing me pain