Thursday, May 16, 2013


I have failed, I have failed
Even as all look up to me, silently I have failed
Love and life, not knowing the right
Jumped to decisions in the middle of the night
And now, I have failed

Crazy it may sound, scary it feels inside
I know my pain, my pain so deep down inside
I am scared, I am weak,
Scared at life, my future so bleak

Love trying to conquer, I try to run away
I know the reason,  I find it so hard to stay
Fear it is, Fear it is,
Not knowing what the future holds tight-fisted

Down my throat, they are forcing their way
I am saddened, I wanna go away
Some ties I love, but my ties do they love?
I am strangled, strangled waiting for a leap of fresh air

Bygone eras try to rule, rule for the heck of it
Spoiling my peace, snatching away my smile
What do you get, what do you gain?
Your Stupid fallacies causing me pain

A mistake or pride I donno how to regret
At my birth, they are causing my death
I don’t wanna go back, my loved,
I don’t wanna inflict anymore pain

 Let me live, let us live,
My blood I shall give, just let me live
What do you get, Oh! what do you gain?
Your stubbornness causing me pain

To Heaven or earth, where reach is beyond,
Take me away, far so far away,
What do you get, what do you gain?
Your stubbornness causing me pain

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Lonely!


I had everything in life, I still do. One mistake of mine, is it really a mistake?? I wonder!. Life is so funny isn't it? Unkind at times. Finding one's happiness is such a crime in this society. Just because I was taken care of and well-fed does that mean I ask you permission even to be happy? Life is funny!
There were those days when I was going through life's worst, actually its not the worst, but to me it was. Abuse and no mental peace, frustration and solitude, where were you guys then? A seat away, I found some joy, some peace, some reason to smile. The reason that made me realize there's a new meaning to life, work and existence. Is it wrong that I smiled at you, my happy stranger or is it wrong I smiled at you without consent?
Which century are we still in? When are we all going to grow up? We still stick to some age-old beliefs, just to torment. Probably, you guys are right, its out of care and concern, I realize, but is this the means to express it?
No shoulder to cry on, no hand to hold, I am all alone in this world of mine. God, I ask of you, if you really cared, if you really loved, if you think this wasn't right, you wouldn't have let it happen.
Oh my loving God, please let me be, forever belong, to my happy stranger. I will survive !!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Fallen in love !


With joy in my eyes, I fell in love.

With hopes in my soul, I fell in love.

With sorrows behind and the whole world against,

I fell in the beauty of love.

 

With rolling years,

With stronger trusts,

With heavier hearts,

For lighter moments,

I stayed along, in the beauty of love.

 

Years passed by,

Happiness faded by,

Through sorrows we stood,

Through gaiety we cherished,

The togetherness more meaningful became,

In the bond, in the beauty of love

 

Oblivious I was,

Blind eyed I remained,

Was I a thorn, or was I surrounded by thorns?

Shattered I was, I lost my self,

In the myriad of words, of an intruder’s sorcery

Oh! Tower of trust, where art thou?

 

I wept and wept, To God I wept.

Why Me? I yelled,

And he replied,

U have FALLEN in the beauty of love!

Monday, August 11, 2008

Roses were Red


Roses were Red,

Violets were Blue,

All these in my life,

were said true,

Then came the storm, of Change , we say,

To relish in it later, I pray !

jlt !

Time keeps ticking by and by;

Three love letters I have Oh My!

My phone keeps ringin tring tring tring,

One lil heart in sadness weepin' !

Adieu !




Time has come, to bid adieu;


time so unfair, time so short.



Even before I notice,it says bye bye !!!!!



With teary eyes as I stand,tears rolling down my heart,



neither can I cry nor can I hide .



This test of time , so hard on me,



I know future is all for me;



yet I long for longer hours, a lil baby's cry I cry,



Is anyboby watching me????

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Where are we heading to?


In the begining there was only chaos. Then out of the void appeared Erebus, the unknowable place where death dwells, and Night. All else was empty, silent, endless, darkness. Then somehow Love was born bringing a start of order. From Love came Light and Day. Once there was Light and Day, Gaea, the earth appeared.

This is how the world is presumed to have come into life,per the greek mythology.This is true in the case of us,the so called humans!

The little seed in the womb, the result of a chaos(aint here to explain that!)is how we evolve.There is total silence and darkness out there, somehow mother’s love keeps us growing in there. Neither the threat of the sun nor of the gun. And then the day comes, where light and day are seen,a LIFE is born.

This so called life is cherished,brought up ,caressed and hence evolves the full grown human.Ready to face the turmoils of the world.Such was the life of a teenager (let m ename her destiny),who now peacefully lays in death,oblivious of the happenings down here.

Destiny,now is destiny’s child. Her destiny was carefully sealed.The next day’s papers and the media were splattered with this gruesome article.The only solace destiny’s death brought were the high advertisements and publicity all over. Had she been there,she would have turned a year older in experience and life. Yet again, as rightly said,”someone’s loss is someone’s gain”,her family’s loss is the media’s gain.

A day of grief and anguish, with neither the tears for mommy dear to roll out nor the time.The lady had become comfortably numb to the world.In this damned world of money and commercialisation, destiny’s death was being “sensationalised”. Birthday wishes for the dead, are you humane????? Where are we heading to??Where is the human in you,I ask??who is to hear, as I sit comfy in the haven of my couch and utter this!

Destiny was no more,so was her family’s sanity. ’twas all strewn in the hands of the dogs(supposedly the saviours of the society).A father killing his creation,his flesh,his blood,his darling doll??? Where are we heading to????

Hey God, you there??Can you answer this simple question? Where are we heading to?? “There is light at the end of every dark tunnel”, I beg to differ, “after every circuit of brightness, there awaits a ghastly total darkness.”

In the begining there was only chaos. Then out of the void appeared Erebus, the unknowable place where death dwells, and Night. All else was empty, silent, endless, darkness. Then somehow Love was born bringing a start of order. From Love came Light and Day. Once there was Light and Day, Gaea, the earth appeared. And in the end,there exists only chaos,darkness and the earth will soon cease to exist.That’s where we are heading to!!!!!